Read a couple of poems today !!!Sitting here in white court with my friend i am waiting for a bride....We are supposed to take her photos(I am workin wid a photographer friend these days...he happens to be my guy too ...i think ).Its nice and calm here.N after months i got this free time.Poems ...i was crazy about...once upon a time.Then i lost myself some where...some how...for some reason.But i will be happy again ...n find myself....happiness ...

lord please help me to put it together !!!

amen

From last one year and a half ,life has been so different!!!I wonder how can some i feel so lost ?Some times i feel that i dont know real me.I have lost myself .....lost some where !

let the rain come down and was away all my tears !!!

let it fill my soul and drown my fears....

let it shatter the wall for new sun...!!!

i am loosing fire inside me in this cold place !!!!!!!!!

Some times i think that this snow has to do something with my mental state.

LET ME BE MAD!!!!!

O incomparable Giver of life, cut reason loose at last!

Let it wander grey-eyed from vanity to vanity.

Shatter open my skull, pour in it the wine of madness!

Let me be mad, as You; mad with You, with us.

Beyond the sanity of fools is a burning desert

Where Your sun is whirling in every atom:

Beloved, drag me there, let me roast in Perfection!

- Rumi